i don't think i've ever been more lazy than anything this week...
i know i'm usually lazy, but this week really tops it all off i guess...
the most productive time i had was at work, which is a given since it's not something that i can just NOT do... the Bank will kill me if I don't do my work properly... but even when i'm working, i still felt very unproductive... i feel like a robot at times... programmed to perform such and such at a specific time... no questions please, just do it... talk about mechanical... i'm beginning to feel the monotony of my work... something that i was hoping i wouldn't feel... at least not in a year or so...
i go home and i sleep... wake up... eat... then sleep... wake up... watch TV... sleep... eat... then eat... and then time for me to go bathe, then back to work... after work, i go home and i sleep... eat... the horrible cycle continues... i didn't even lift a finger to change the monotonous cycle!!! i just felt too lazy to do anything about my laziness attack... DAMN...
i didn't go to the gym... i feel like twenty pounds heavier... and seems to me like bulges are protruding everywhere... sickening.... the whole week was sickening... I'm sickening!
I have to get out of this horrible rut that i'm in...
I must go to the gym at least 3 times this week... NO! Make it four...
I'm still in my no pork and beef diet so that's at least something good... I think...
I dunno if i could give up chicken... anyway...
this week just flew by so fast...
It's June already... Mid-year... And pretty soon the -ber months will be comin in and then it's gonna be xmas all over again...
Currently listening to: Reason
Currently feeling: lazy